Beyond Frustrated!!!!

I am so frustrated right now, I have been cramping and spotting Since Sunday night, but I still am not getting a full flow yet. Everything is here, My meds are in the fridge awaiting their usage. I called the nurse this afternoon and she told me the Dr. has already left the office, and I would have to wait until tomorrow to see what the next steps are going to be. The nurse mentioned a few options that are a  possibility A) I could take Provera for a few days to see if it'll jump start my A/F, B) I could take Prometrium  to do the same, or C) wait a few more days to see if A/F will get her head out of her ass and start already. I hate all this we'll see whats what business. My patience is wearing very thin!

Injectable Cycle #2 on the way

There was a small mix up on Friday and I wasn't able to start my provera so I had to wait the weekend to call my nurse back. On Sunday night I started to spot a little bit, it continued onto Monday and today. I called my nurse and she set the wheels in motion. I just got a call from the pharmacy my meds are going to be delivered tomorrow afternoon. Now I have to wait and see if I get full flow, so I can call and schedule my baseline ultrasound. If no full flow by Thursday I have to call the nurse back to see what my next steps are. Come on AF!!! Quit playing around and get to work! I'm hoping that this cycle has better results than the last.

OHH AF WHERE ARE YOU?????

Ok so I'm getting antsy, where oh where has the witch gone? I knew this was going to happen, I most likely didn't ovulate on this natural cycle and now I'm lost on what to do. I could wait until I start to bleed naturally which could take another 10-20 days or call the dr. and get prescribed provera to bring the witch back in a week. I really hoped this "hail mary" cycle would work but, no such luck guess I'm broken and will only ovulate if forced by meds. This sucks!


**UPDATE**
I decided to call my nurse and ask her if I could be prescibed provera, Its a go. DH is picking it up for me on his way home from work. Here we go again!

What IF?

What IF? A Portrait of Infertility from Keiko Zoll on Vimeo.


This video puts into words and pictures the thoughts that run through my mind daily. I really wish IF wasn't such a secret pain, lets banish this thought!!!! Thank you Keiko where ever you are!!!! www.resolve.org/takecharge Visit this website to make a difference!