Breathe

Today is the fourth day since finding out that I'm going to miscarry. It feels much longer though, I don't think I can wait much longer to get this over with and move on. I am going to call my dr. soon to ask her for the D&C because I am having a hard time emotionally, I am also scared to have be alone when it happens.

Today I was watching a show that I dvr'd a few weeks ago. The host had on a music performance by a guy named Ryan Star, he sang his song Breathe. The whole song I had tears running down my face. The song just really resonated with me about all that I have been feeling since thursday,the part of lyrics that are in Italics is the part that really had me tearing up the most. Here is a video and the lyrics for the song Breathe:



Ryan Star - Breathe Lyrics

She’s fine, most of the time
She takes her days with a smile
She moves like dancing in light
Spinning around to the sound
But sometimes she falls down

CHORUS:
Breathe, just breathe
Take the world off your shoulders
And put it on me
Breathe, just breathe
Let the life that you lead
Be all that you need

She likes New York at night
She dreams of running away
Shine on, bright like the sun
When even the sky turns grey

I need you to hear me say
I need you to hear me say

CHORUS:
Breathe, just breathe
Take the world off your shoulders
And put it on me
Breathe, just breathe
Let the life that you lead
Be all that you need

Let go of the fear
Let go of the time
Let go of the ones
Who try to put you down
You’re gonna be fine
Don’t hold it inside
If you hurt right now
Then let it all come out

CHORUS:
Breathe, just breathe
Take the world off your shoulders
And put it on me
Breathe, just breathe
Let the life that you lead
Be all that you need
Breathe, just breathe
Take the world off your shoulders
And put it on me
Breathe, just breathe
Let the life that you lead
Be all that you need

Let go of the fear
Let go of the time
Take the world off your shoulders
And put it on me